hey friend. one day ur gonna be happy. one day ur gonna be sitting w someone u love in ur favourite place in the world and ur gonna think “wow. life is p great” and everything will be okay. but u gotta make it til then okay? just hang in there. u’ll be okay.
i think its a really good thing that i decided to go to community college
i just feel like i need extra time to just.. grow up a little bit more before i head off into the great, big world all alone
i hope staying home makes me feel more at peace with myself
i feel like going straight to a university would be too overwhelming for me
especially if i didnt have a friend going with me
i am super afraid of being alone and bombarded with anxiety and awkwardness
plus i think nova’s gonna bring me back with patrick, shyne, and rafaela
|—||my 6 word story (via un8common)|
"If I cant love you as a lover, I will love you as a friend." -La Dispute
I am madly in love with her.
Every night when she’s next to me in my little phone screen sleeping, I feel like the luckiest man alive.
It just makes me think, man.
Like, I want this to be it. I want her to be it. I want her to be the one.
I wish at school they would talk about depression, anxiety, eating disorders, and self harm. Not just bullying. Because sometime it’s not people that make us feel like shit, it’s ourselves.
today was kinda weird
i went to a family party and there was this new girl there
i couldnt tell if she was 13 or 21 bc shes so damn tiny but acts so mature
yet by the time i saw her drinking and smoking i was like yup, she’s one of those petite filipinas who are older than they look
then my tita told me she was my age?????? wtf
there she was drinking and twerking and smoking cigarettes on the sidewalk and messing around with a guy she just met
and i hung around with little kids and underclassmen playing table hockey and ping pong
seeing the contrast between her and i makes me feel SO YOUNG
i wonder if ill ever be like her